As a Christian I am blessed to hear your sort of story. Obviously a case of the generation of the righteous being blessed. You had a heart for God - that will always get us through tough times. Oral Roberts used to say he was called to go where Gods light is dim and His voice is heard small - and that is what you are doing - I have added you to my prayer list and will lift you to God as Justin Marsh when it comes to mind. Praise God